Prosíme pedofilně orientované osoby, aby vyplnily dotazník od projektu Národního ústavu duševního zdraví PARAFILIK.CZ:
https://www.pedofilie-info.cz/forum/viewtopic.php?f=115&t=7943

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Max Weber
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Hi, I have finally found my way here

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Hey there

I am Max, a german pedo-activist from the team of the german equivalent of ČEPEK Schicksal und Herausforderung (german for „Fate and Challenge“). We want to help pedophiles lead happy law-abiding lives and fight stigmatization of non-offending pedophiles. We are in close contact to the german Dunkelfeld-Project (kein-taeter-werden.de, troubled-desire.com) and share the same basic views like your forum outlines them in its rules. I am here because I have just now found out that there is an english section here. Somehow I must have missed that when I looked up ČEPEK before. I would like to see projects like ours connect internationally.

I am in my thirties and feel attracted to girls and women aged 5-12 and >20. After noticing that in my early 20s I feel into the deep emotional hole of a severe personal crisis: who and what was I? What truly is my identity? Can I even not offend or will my pedophilia overwhelm me eventually? That made me seek therapy at the then newly founded Dunkelfeld Project in Berlin. Therapy was quite hard but has helped me to regain a foothold in life within 2 years after therapy had ended at the beginning of 2009. From that moment on I sought to talk and help others with what I had experienced. And though I have been unemployed most of time and this topic has totally flipped my life upside down it has been a great time, a great 11 years now online. And I think I have found my vocation here.

I would love to get to know a bit more about your forum and community. It is so sad that the language barrier blocks us in Germany from even really knowing what our Czech and Slovakian neighbors are doing in a project so similar to ours. I want to know eeeeeverything!

Oh, and the way I have first heard of ČEPEK was at the american VirPed-forum and again later when I watched the film „Daniel‘s World“ during the Berlinale filmfestival. I was blown away when I realised how active and not only online-active but also real-life-active this community is. A step we still have to take but are working at currently, to become more proactive instead of just reactive.

So that‘s what comes to my mind right now. I am haply to be here, will try to read through as much as I can in the english section (sadly the russian I have learned doesn’t really help me much with the Czech language) and hope I can get to know you guys and girls.

Best greetings from Germany,
Max
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Hi Max,

Welcome here and thank you for your introduction. The sad reality is that the English section of our forum is far from active - we only have a couple of posts per month, more or less. As a regular member I can only speak for myself, but I believe that some sort of cooperation or at least information exchange could be beneficial for both ČEPEK and Schicksal und Herausforderung.

I am in my late thirties as well, and have the same attraction to little girls as you. I'm married for almost twenty years now, my wife being just a bit younger than me, and I have a daughter who recently started puberty. I am aware of my attraction since my own pubescence, but I fully admitted that I was a pedophile only few years back. Although I'm still in love with my wife after all these years, I feel that as I'm getting older, I'm losing the ability to be aroused by adult women, which wasn't the case before.

Anyway, I hope you will have some good conversations here on ČEPEK. It is nice to have you here!
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Hello Max,
welcome here :) Maybe you could register to chat too and you can try to chat with some of us who speak english. Our chat is running permanently, but until 18:00 is mostly empty.
Have a nice day.
Podivin.
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Nice to meet you both. Although I have met podivin already before. And Fx100d and simgiran. By the way, is simgiran still active over here? Haven’t heard of him in years.

Let‘s see, I may try out the chat but sadly I am not much of a chat-person. But I guess I‘ll give it a try later. Probably obvious that a foreign language section would be much less active but as I said, the language barrier is barring me from participating in the rest of the forum. But maybe I will learn a bit of czech over here. I already managed to decipher what „divky a ženy“ means during registration.

By the way: are there no signatures here or can I just not use/view them yet since I am still a pretty new user?
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Max Weber píše: pátek 11. 9. 2020, 17:46:20 Nice to meet you both. Although I have met podivin already before. And Fx100d and simgiran. By the way, is simgiran still active over here? Haven’t heard of him in years.

By the way: are there no signatures here or can I just not use/view them yet since I am still a pretty new user?
Hi, I'm also pleased to welcome you here. Yes, Simgiran is still around. Sorry, signatures are limited to the VIP users (members that support the community financially or have done some important work for community or pedophiles in general).
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Hi. I've added the link https://suh-ev.de/ to my facebook website
https://www.facebook.com/pedofilie
Michael Xguard, sociální gorila :D
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MR_Xguard píše: pátek 11. 9. 2020, 20:13:27 Hi. I've added the link https://suh-ev.de/ to my facebook website
Thank you Mr_Xguard. I see that several ČEPEK-members have personal blogs. It is amazing how far you got already, marching in Prague Pride, several blogs, recognized as a charitable organization … I‘m getting envious. ;)
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Max Weber píše: pátek 11. 9. 2020, 17:46:20 Nice to meet you both. Although I have met podivin already before. And Fx100d and simgiran. By the way, is simgiran still active over here? Haven’t heard of him in years.

Let‘s see, I may try out the chat but sadly I am not much of a chat-person. But I guess I‘ll give it a try later. Probably obvious that a foreign language section would be much less active but as I said, the language barrier is barring me from participating in the rest of the forum. But maybe I will learn a bit of czech over here. I already managed to decipher what „divky a ženy“ means during registration.
Hi Max,
I came back to Virped recently after about a year of inactivity and I had a less active period here as well. It's great to hear from you again. I am just a bit worried you got the meaning of "dívky a ženy" wrong. Obviously, you wanted to say that you like "chlapci". *child*
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Hi Max,
nice to meet you on our forum. You have truth that the language barrier is large. For me it is also easier to describe my feelings or experiences in Czech language, so I have never had any greater desire to register at foreign forums.

I do not know what is the situation elsewhere abroad, but it is true that our community is quite active. For example, from 2013 we regularly participate in the Prague Pride Parade, where we distribute informative leaflets about pedophilia: https://www.pedofilie-info.cz/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/letacekPride1-2017.pdf

We work together with sexologists who respond in our online counseling center (Poradna ČEPEK).

This year we founded the non-profit organization Spolek ČEPEK, which is officially registered. We have a bank account, a data-box (some kind of official "e-mail" system) for official communication with the authorities, we also have the chairwoman of the organization (Iška on our forum). Founding member Mgr. Kateřina Klapilová is a leading sexologist working at the National Institute of Mental Health in Prague, she is one of the initiators of a preventive project called Parafilik, which is similar to the German project Dunkelfeld.

Next year, if it works out, maybe two of our members will carry a public banner at Prague Pride Parade with information about our community.

Also our forum is very open to public, on other platforms you also have to at least register to read posts, on our forum you can read all public post without registration. Sometimes people get angry because they read our thoughts, but we want to be open for those people who can better understand what we live and what bothers us.

Have you got some information about other communities in different countries, if they are also active in a public space like ČEPEK?

Thank you for your posting, nice to have here some pedo-activist from our neighbour country. :)

Petr Kasz, administrator
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simgiran píše: pátek 11. 9. 2020, 21:31:21 I am just a bit worried you got the meaning of "dívky a ženy" wrong. Obviously, you wanted to say that you like "chlapci". *child*
:P

Nice to read you again. I have been inactive on VirPed for quite a while as well. Mostly due to our forum taking a lot of time and effort to run it and some private troubles (a very unstable relationship to a woman). But I try to get back in touch with people. And I really miss many people from VirPed.

Would you be interested in helping us out for a while? We‘ve got some problems since sadly our main technical admin has suddenly decided to leave the team a few weeks ago and separarted his sub-project https://kinder-im-herzen.net (which is inspired by https://aboutpedophilia.com/) from our platform.
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Hi Kasz

Somehow the german professionals seem too absorbed in their own jobs to actively support us or work together. It is always „Yes, sorry, we domlike what you do and support you fully (ith words) but we’ve got our own stuff to do so no active support is possible, sorry.“ We have only now managed to get registered as an association in Germany, two days ago. Now we can officially call ourselves the „Schicksal und Herausforderung e.V.“. You are actually the first to read this right now. But we had to find private people willing to support us to be able to found this association. No professionals from the field of sexology involved.
Kasz píše: pátek 11. 9. 2020, 21:32:30 You have truth that the language barrier is large. For me it is also easier to describe my feelings or experiences in Czech language, so I have never had any greater desire to register at foreign forums.
For me registering and being active on VirPed has been a blessing. My English has gotten sooo much better and I got to know how different the circumstances are for pedophiles in the english-speaking parts of the world. I wasn’t able to express much at the beginning and now I am feeling confident enough to give interviews in english.

We are planning to add an english section to our forum as well. The reason being that VirPed can’t accept teens below the age of 18 due to the American legislation. In germany there are very loose laws and the only thing we‘d have to observe is to make sure there is no explicit (that is: kind of pornographic or explicitly violent) content in the forum — which we wouldn’t allow anyway. So therefore we want to provide a place that may complement VirPed for teens. You‘d be welcome there as well. But it will take some time still until we can open such a section.
Kasz píše: pátek 11. 9. 2020, 21:32:30 Have you got some information about other communities in different countries, if they are also active in a public space like ČEPEK?
I only know about the english-speaking community connected to VirPed, about B4U-ACT (which is kind of pro-contact sadly) and ČEPEK here. Connected to VirPed there are
  • ASAPinternational.org which is an association providing help to find therapy and has a helpline, founded and still managed mainly by Gary Gibson and Tabitha Abel
  • Pedophiles about Pedophilia (aboutpedophilia.com), a collaborative blog mainly founded by ender
  • Ethan Edwards‘ (one founder of VirPed) own personal blog at https://celibatepedos.blogspot.com/
  • Todd Nickerson‘s blog „Not a Monster“ at https://notamonsterblog.wordpress.com/
In Germany we have quite a number of pedo-communities but all but ours are more or less overrun by people who have adopted an ideology that excuses child sexual abuse to some degree. Some even actively attack us (and organizations like Dunkelfeld) from time to time, especially in the beginning 2017 and into 2018. But we have an overview here in the public area of our forum: https://gsa-forum.de/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=25

I have heard the shall be a similar forum from the netherlands and one somewhere in scandinavia (I don’t remeber the exact country) but since I can read neither of their languages I don’t know anything about them or if they even really exist.

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Re: Hi, I have finally found my way here

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Since an admin told me
pbd píše: pondělí 14. 9. 2020, 14:25:40 you, Max, need to make just 3 more posts :) to be promoted
Here is my third post in an attempt to see more of the forum soon. ;)
By the way, did you have problems registering as a charitable association?
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Max Weber píše: pondělí 14. 9. 2020, 20:37:44 By the way, did you have problems registering as a charitable association?
I don't think it is appropriate to say that Spolek ČEPEK is registered as a charitable association, rather the form is of a pretty general non-profit organization.
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Max Weber píše: pondělí 14. 9. 2020, 20:37:44By the way, did you have problems registering as a charitable association?


The regional court, which registers associations, rejected the name "Czechoslovak Pedophile Community" because, although pedophilia does not mean child sexual abuse, to the general population this name would give the impression that it is a community supporting child sexual abuse. Therefore, the association now has only an acronym as its official name.
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Hallo Max, welcome to ČEPEK. I'm not a good English speaker, so I can't react anymore. I'm sorry.
Pedofilie mi něco vzala, ale mnohem více dala. To, co mi vzala, bez toho se obejdu. To, co mi dala, už bych nikdy nechtěl ztratit.