Hello from new member

[marcel]

Hi everyone,

I'm new to the forum. Been lurking for sometime however. I've always toyed around with the idea of joining, but as a paedophile, I have to be very careful about the sites I register on. I always use Tor to hide my tracks, but after some research, I've decided that you're not a honeypot to catch pedos but are indeed genuine.

I realised quite late on I was a paedophile, but it's never something I've struggled with. When I was around 11-12 yrs old, I found I didn't really like girls and always preferred young boys, well, younger than I was, maybe around 7-10. As I grew older, my age of preference didn't go any higher. If anything, it went down. I couldn't stop it, nor did I try to. I met my boyfriend (I'm gay) when I was around 22. I tried to hide it from him, but it proved impossible. Eventually, I had no choice but to tell him, and, he accepted it and told me he already knew. I have a group of online pedo friends who I talk to (via IRC on the tor network) and we support each other. It was a huge thing to realise that some people out there don't believe all the hype that paedophiles are sick child molesters, kidnappers or murderers. Paedophiles love children and we'll do anything to protect them. People who kill, kidnap or rape children are just that....murderers, kidnappers and rapist. We're none of those...we just love what we love.

However, It sometimes get to me that I'm attracted to something I can never have, but normally, I just get on with it.

I'm currently living in Prague, but I travel around a lot due to work.

Take care everyone.

Marcel

[Myš]

Thanks for joining us and sharing your story. Welcome aboard.

I am glad to hear your boyfriend understands you and you have friends to talk with. I find it really important for me to know someone I can really believe.

[troubledsoul71]

i also joined as ive always had these thoughts and fantasies that i'd never act on apart from once along time ago and still i feel the guilt for it, even though the girl in question is nearly 30yrs old (she was 5yrs when we were special friends) and weve spoke as friends many time since and never mentioned to subject, i think the best way to decribe it was a mutual curiosity that wasn't planned but just happened but it's so hard having no one to talk to about these issues.

[Kasz]

... but it's so hard having no one to talk to about these issues.

For this reason we have established this forum. Welcome.

[Kofola Nizozemi]

Ahoj!

Vitame vas!
Welcome, I am new here as well, I am from the Netherlands (Nizozemi), once a very tolerant country, but that´s a long time ago. Now a intolerant right-wing hysterical country unfortenately.

I like Czech Republics, although Czech language is extremely difficult to speak (but I keep on learning). Czech girls are one of the most prettiest of this planet, I think.

As you understand by my nickname, besides ´holcicky´ (little girls), I love Kofola, my favourite drink.

Na schledanou,

Kofola Nizozemi

[Thomas Hermit]

Welcome!

I never been in Netherlands, but I was thinking about learning dutch, because I like dutch movies. On the top of my favorites movies is "Ciske de rat" from 1984 (I didn't see the 1955 version). As a boylover I like also "Voor een verloren soldaat", but I remember other dutch movies which I have seen: "Kruimeltje", "Pietje Bell" or "Kees de jongen".

[Gabriel Svoboda]

The best Dutch movie is Knetter.