I give up I should just die

[max2]

My psychiatrist gets the idea I will commit a crime in a few years but I strongly disagree. She think it is not right for an adult and a child to have a relationship that is not in the family. I strongly disagree. We are just friends. I known him sense he was 11 and now he is 16. I give up. Thinks I look at illegal porn I don't.

I did tell her about some of my other forums where boylovers and girllovers need help, not this one. Like for example a 16 year old girl boylover who looks at child porn. I feel sorry for that person and agree with what people told her. Don't see how I am that bad. They need a lot more help. To bad I can't help them somehow. Would love to help other people like me to prevent them from committing any crime.

Just want to give up and die. It is not worth it anymore to live when you can't get through to people.

[Kasz]

My psychiatrist gets the idea I will commit a crime in a few years...

Your psychiatrist is fortune-teller? So please, can you ask her on the next session, how long I will live and if I get marry with Margaret (15year old girl, who I love for 5 years)? And can you ask her, when I will die? Thanks.

[Tabitha]

Never speak of your sexual thoughts with a therapist. The schooling they receive assures they will never understand pedophilia.

I will be your friend. I care about you max.

[Mato]

Max, some people can not understand us, because they know our life from books and stories. But, we are special kind of people who see a love where nobody can. Max, never give up, because there is still one thing, you can fight for Its your happiness and happiness of children close to you...