I had a dream

[Tabitha]

In my dream I was enamored with a little girl in her play.
I was in the courtyard wrapped in a blanket, in the morning sunlight, with some children running around playing in the vicinity.
Occasionally she would engage me curiously with conversation, including me in her games.
I tickled her belly and she liked it, so then I remember thinking how it might be nice to touch inappropriate areas of her body, but the dream was so real, I couldn't bring myself to actually do it.

Waking from the dream I thought to myself, if only I'd known it was a dream at the time, I would've totally enjoyed actually doing that!

What this dream means is that I might be a pedophile, but I'm one who is conscientious, with some degree of impulse control.
Why am I telling you this?

Maybe you've had a dream too?
It's okay to share your dreams with people.
Everybody has weird dreams sometimes.

[simgiran]

I remember one dream about children.

I hope it's not too explicit.

I was with a group of boys of different ages, about 10 - 18. We played some game and the boys gradually left until only me and one boy stayed there. I pushed him against the wall, pulled down his shorts and as he was fighting, trying to escape, i got more and more aroused, i penetrated him and ejaculated at that moment.

I woke up and found that I ejaculated.

What this dreams means? I don't know, maybe I like boys, maybe I am a sadomasochist. Does that mean that I am able to rape a child? I don't think so.

[Tabitha]

I may not be the best judge of character in the world, but I wouldn't suspect you as capable of rape simgiran.
You're a nice person, I like our daily talks in the chatroom.